Experience of Self Realization

At the most, it can be said as clarity that comes upon you. What is it about? It’s about nothing.
There is no conclusion you arrive upon self realization. Am I a Self realized person? I am so, only in the sense of deeply accepting the limitations of the mind. The accepting nature even accepts the refuting nature.
I don’t even claim to be spiritually advanced or developed with systemic thought ways or no thought ways. Efforts to clean up things (Of the habits of mind) do happen. There is nothing that distinguishes me (Who claim to be self realized) and the normal person (Who does not claim so).
There is a subtle and deep wordless feeling that ‘Everything has been seen or realization has been attained’.
At times, I am attuned to silence, although there is no identification with a silent being. If the identification with the silent being occurs (imagery) soon it will lead to real silence. But silence is not my only nature.
Although I pretend to run like others, it is known that running is for the job and would take a rest after the run or now and then.

When there is confusion, there is confusion.
When there is agitation, there is agitation
When there is illusion, there is illusion
When there is dreaming, there is dreaming
When there is insight, Yes it is.
When talking happens, it happens, even now.
So what is ‘it’?
It is whatever. It is.
That’s all there to say for now.